I always loved biographies. Always thinking of scenarios of what will I do or how will I be projected in my own when I'm older. I had a habit of talking to myself playing a role in some story that I'm writing. You know that storyteller kid. People gave me strange stares. They even called me mad. I didn't care but it somehow stayed in my subconscious. At first I lost my dad. I was still a kid then in the first few days of std 4. My studies shook for a while but then boom I was back to being the goody one. I am dark skinned and had to deal with a lot of unwanted comments, bullying and unpleasant incidents. I still told myself Ish these are the events that'll make your biography awesome. I was a chubby kid too so that added up. My relatives were also playing mild crime petrol episodes after dad. All this resulted in a clinically depressed kid. With no awareness at that time about mental health people and I myself started believing that I'm mad. But with my mom's support and that zeal from within I slowly started recovering. I won't say it's completely gone but now it resurfaces on triggers but now i do know what to do. I still talk to myself playing roles of some story that I'm writing but now subconsciously I believe it's my art not some insane act. And I still believe all that has happened, is happening and will happen are events for my awesome biography.
Thank you for reading. I love you. Love yourself too. 💐❤️
Iarisa Nongbet December 13, 2020 1:46 pm
Happy to hear you're doing well after all that happened. Keep going. 🌻
Joanna Ann Daniel December 13, 2020 11:19 pm
You are an awesome person for coming back strong! We all are proud and love you for that! I'm very sure you are gonna be one of the best out there in the field!
M. Benadict Savitha December 13, 2020 11:32 pm
Awesome topic and really your biography is great. Thank you for giving me an opportunity to know it
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 13, 2020 11:34 pm
Thank you I'm glad i got to know you all. 🤗
@Tanisha Ajmani 🌻
@Iarisa Nongbet 🌟❤️
@Joanna Ann Daniel ❤️❤️🌻
@M. Benadict Savitha 🌟❤️
Tanisha Jain December 14, 2020 2:33 am
I hope you're doing well, Ishita. You are so strong and I am so glad you had your mother by your side to support you during your episodes. Excited to read more from you on this website, while we wait for that biography to be written and published!
Preethama December 14, 2020 4:02 am
hey there, thanks for sharing. im glad to know you've come this far and have a long way to go for your biography is yet to come. much love.
Saumya Srivastava December 14, 2020 9:21 am
More power to you girl! Therapy is more of a journey than a destination because you need to consistently apply the changes to your life. One day things will get better. There will be both good days and bad days for this is life, but therapy will equip you with skills to deal with both.
Aleesha Joykutty December 14, 2020 9:49 am
Happy to hear you're doing well after all that happened. Keep goinggggggg.
You are an awesome person for coming back strong! We all are proud and love you for that! I'm very sure you are gonna be one of the best out there in the field!
Sabira Solanki December 14, 2020 8:49 pm
Ishita, you're a golden soul. A truly inspiring story, I'm glad that not only you overcame all the bullying, all the struggle yourself, but rather are here to help others in their journey to understand and love themselves. I hope you all the very best., keep going girl, you're amazing!!
Dhriti Chadha December 15, 2020 7:05 am
Hope you’re keeping well in these tough times, girl. You’re extremely strong for coming out and sharing your story like that, wish you all the strength in this world. So happy for you!
Hey, friend! How are you? You must have had a hard time through that. Let me send you virtual hugs.
At the same time I felt immensely nice while reading this because this is exactly how I am too. I am just too fascinated by the idea of having a biography about me and I too play my life as if it already has an audience. This gives your normal life extra spark, won't you agree?
Healing takes time and patience and love and support. I hope you are able to give yourself all that. It must have taken courage to own it and be able to tell the story to a group of complete strangers. All the best for your future 🙂
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 13, 2020 11:44 pm
Thank you. For the virtual hug and for everything that you wrote. It's really sweet. And I hella agree with you.🌟🤗❤️
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 13, 2020 11:54 pm
@SwarnimaTewari thank you 🌟. Glad you liked it.
Wow,I enjoyed your positivity throughout,more power to you girl, can't wait to read your biography.🙂
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 13, 2020 11:40 pm
Hey @Nishitha Thank you so much. I can't wait too:)
So overwhelmed while reading this. Hatsoff to your courage. Just be as you are keep smiling and always be positive. Everything will be gonna fine. Your biography will definitely gonna be inspiring many people. All the best dear🤗
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 13, 2020 11:48 pm
Thank you so much. I feel blessed to meet such amazing people. God bless. 🌟
Hey ishita, u r one beautiful soul. U r beautiful inside out and u r unique in one or other way. Everyone js built up like that, everyone is unique. I am a believer in fate, so i believe everything happens for a reason. No matter what bad or good happens, its meant to be. I am glad that a beautiful human like u exists. Loads of luck for ur journey ahead, darling💫
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 13, 2020 11:50 pm
Aww it was really sweet. Thank you so much. I'm glad as well that a human like you exists. God bless. 🌟
Dear, first of I will ask how are you doing today?
Depression is not as easy as it sounds, and I'm glad you're in the process of overcoming it. Wish you speedy recovery and hope to see a new brighter version of you!!
Good luck!
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 12:00 am
I'm better now i had an episode a month back when due to anxiety disorder i couldn't breathe for days. Everybody started thinking of it as COVID but it was anxiety. With treatment n therapy I'm good now. Thank you so much for asking. It was really sweet. And yup thank you I'm trying my best. 🌟🤗. God bless.
Hey, same thoughts🤝😌
Beautifully expressed❤️
Heyy! Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience with us.
Girl you strong as anything!! I feel really happy that you never undermined yourself no matter what. And I am really grateful to your mom with whose help you recovered. Keep fighting and don't forget to have your head held up high!! Someday, sure an awesome biography will be written on you. You are YOU and as precious as the pearl. Keep loving yourself.
All the best
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 12:11 am
Thank you so much! It's really empowering and sweet. I'll remember all of it. And fingers crossed for the biography.
You are amazing.
God bless you. 🌟🌻
hey dear, you really expressed your story of growth beautifully and it's more beautiful to see a small girl fighting her own battles inside out and growing out a brave heart and mind.
Wish u get all you want and best you deserve. 🙌
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 12:14 am
Thank you so much. That little girl loves you.
I wish the best of everything for you.
God bless
Love💛🌟
When in life we do something different then people always term it as crazy or weird but in fact it's actually a strength that we have. I absolutely love your title and I am impressed by your energy and life story. Would love to know more about you and would definitely like to read your biography 💕💕
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 12:21 am
Thank you so much. Ya I've understood it now. The message is really sweet. I'm glad you liked it. I would love to know you as well.
You are amazing.
God bless🌟🌻
I would say its your life story and your story will inspire a lot of people out there in the world and will be a inspiration for a lot of them.
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 10:49 pm
@ManviVerma Thank you so much🥂❤️
You sound so strong and inspiring. I respect your journey and the pain you've endured so far but i know that you're stronger and far wiser than most out there. Keep fighting!
And I'd love to read your epic biography when it comes out. More power to you, Queen.
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 10:54 pm
@HarshitJuneja Thank you so much. This little message of yours is really sweet. I'll remember the very bit of motivation.
God bless ya amazing soul. All the best❤️🌻
true though , no doubt you never know that something good is coming your way
I'm rooting for your long and detailed biography :)) you seem like a goal-oriented person and intelligent. Your sharing was interesting and fun to read. That positive energy and optimism are worth hyping for :))
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 11:02 pm
@Alleyaan Thank you so much. This was really sweet. I'll be glad if even a single person feels optimistic reading this.
You are amazing.
God bless. I'm rooting for everything best for you. 🌟❤️🌻
- Thank you for sharing! Definitely got something new out of this.
Your story is truly inspiring and your life will surely be an awesome biography. I'm so happy that your mom supported you and your condition improved. And what you do is truly an art! Keep growing and imagining ❤️
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 11:04 pm
Thank you for sharing your experience. You are such a beautiful soul 🌸🌸 more power to you ❤️
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 11:06 pm
@AditiDhoundiyal Thank you so much. Glad.
God bless. You are amazing remember that🤗🌻
I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine what you went through 😣 . And I soooo glad to see you over come everything and grow to such an amazing person. Kudos to you girl! lots of love and hugs! 😘 😘 😘
I will love to read your biography.
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 11:10 pm
Aww hugs back @JanvhiAgrawal. Love ya. It's ok and this was so sweet. I'll remember this.
You are amazing.
All the best. God bless❤️🌻😘
Yes we’ll lemme hype you up ! Prolly universe wanted me to read this .😂😊🧚🏻♀️ How about I give you your first introduction and launch 🚀 in storytelling . So I’m doing this series called “story time “ on my social welfare social media project where I post stories of teenagers and lessons they have learnt from their experiences , and how they inspire others . First of I loved the little para you wrote I’d love to share that in itself but well I’m sure you might have a truck load of stories to choose from ...so let’s work on not a biography but a selfwritten story time . Dm me on https://instagram.com/_shades_of_khushi_?igshid=6tzi78mz6odq
looking forward to a fruitful work association.
Ishita Saha Topic starter
December 14, 2020 11:13 pm
@GurleenKaur Thank you so much. I'm glad you liked it. And looking forward to a fruitful work association as well. I'll dm ya.
You are doing amazing.
All the best. Keep going.
God bless🌻❤️
Hey Ishita, I find the events in your life very inspiring. Loosing one's dad at such a young age is one hell of a shock and it's heartening to know that you overcame it. I myself am dark skinned so I can understand what it is like to feel when being made fun of, but then again as you said, your sheer zeal and the support of your mother is what you have with you which cannot be taken away anyhow, which I think is very comforting and inspiring.
I too talk to myself most of the times and i would feel very privilaged if I can offer you my friendship 🙂
@vishal This brought a smile. Thank you so much it's really sweet of you. I'm glad to know you.
And I really don't understand the fuss about the colour of our skins. It's just a little extra melanin, a damn pigment. Come on man we are beautiful. It took me so much efforts to get the stigma out. You are amazing ok.
So friends. 🤝
All the best.
Love. God bless ya. ❤️🌻💛
I will defintely read your biography whenever it comes out!! ❤️
You are so strong and inspiring girl!!
